Christmas!

whoa! how the time flies! i didnt realize that December come by this fast. and next year, i'll be turning 23. yepp, 23!

i dont want much this Christmas and New Year. i just want my family live happily n want my dad will be healthier. he grew old day by day before my very eyes!! and i'm n0t prepared IF i lose him. i need more time with him.. :-(

it is my biggest wish to make him happy. i wish i've gave him the best and he is proud of me.


sweet n thoughtful thoughts ,

bella.

Majlis Perasmian Penutupan MSM UMS~

huaaa~~ at last the sleepless nights ended last night!! >_______< i am so happy that I recorded every little details during the ceremony! hahah!!

Last night was so fun... and I swear I saw my cuzzy Nancy on the stage as a keyboardist~ she looks so cute in Kadazan traditional attire~ ngee... :P

The facilitators of UMS MSM throw a very good play & cast some funny actors & actresses.. i laughed along the way till it ended... And I loved the 'LEMBUT GUY' part... hahha!!  And we (1st year freshies) were very cool with the Wave Cheer & so on...

And they also include the famous TANAK KAMPUNG (ANAK KAMPUNG) a local song by local Sabah singer.. the best part? They also translated the song to Kelate (Kelantanese)~ it is so funny when they sang the song in Dusun language, only sabahan know the meaning of the song, then they translated it to malay so the students from Semenanjung could get the idea of what the song is... And I'm very much surprised that they liked the song...

:) I really like the peaceful environment... 1Sabah baini.... proud to be Sabahan even though some called us "STILL LIVING ON THE TREES & WEAR CAWAT" shame on you who called us like this!



Xox0.. Bella...

Konad~ Konad~

phewww.... I've bought my own Konad Stamping Set~ haha! well, bought by my babe of course!! just bought 2 nail art plats, 1 set of stamper & scrapper, with 1 special color nail polish of Pearl White & 1 top coat~ with shocking amount of RM80.00++!! huaa...!!

Credit for my babe for his astounding gift for our 3rd anniversary + for congratulate me masuk UMS!! Muacckkksss... Love u babe... :* kiss2...

My very first try for my version of French manicure~

the RM80.00++ set! gila~

Konad Nail Art Plats

At Konad store the O.P.I nail polish were so damn expensive!! sbb besar... ni bru 3.75ml sja suda RM2.80~ (bought from other store)

Original maa...

My Elianto nail polish~ =)

Yg murah2 punya brand, just for base color...

yg ada dlm my collection skrg... yg lain2 kena 'pinjam n x d kembalikan!!'

Bought 1 MAC nail polish~ =)

KONAD! KONAD!

Received 1 stamp~ :)

I will add my Konad collection~ Soon! so i can do various nail art! yeaaayyy!!

Jealousy!

"A jealous lover of human liberty, deeming it the absolute condition of all that we admire and respect in humanity, I reverse the phrase of Voltaire, and say that, if God really existed, it would be necessary to abolish him." -Mikhail Bakunin

This page is especially towards whom might be jealous for my life~ and hated for what I have that they haven't~

Jealousy is a secondary emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, particularly in reference to a human connection. Jealousy often consists of a combination of presenting emotions such as anger, sadness, resentment and disgust. It is not to be confused with envy.

Jealousy is often reinforced as a series of particularly strong emotions and constructed as a universal human experience; it has been a theme of many artistic works that seek to privilege monogamous discourses. Psychologists have proposed several models of the processes underlying jealousy and have identified factors that result in jealousy. Sociologists have demonstrated that cultural beliefs and values play an important role in determining what triggers jealousy and what constitutes socially acceptable expressions of jealousy. Biologists have identified factors that may unconsciously influence the expression of jealousy. Artists have explored the theme of jealousy in photographs, paintings, movies, songs, plays, poems, and books. Theologians have offered religious views of jealousy based on the scriptures of their respective faiths.

There are many different types of jealousy that the human body can experience. Jealousy can be seen in everyday activities and settings. Jealousy is an intense emotion that is associated with the loss of services or outcomes associated with other individuals. This intense emotion can be seen or experienced in family situations, at work, in romantic relationships and even between friends.

• Sibling rivalry – Sibling rivalry is a common form of family jealousy. Family jealousy can affect all ages and different members of any family. This jealousy can arise from lack of attention from a specific member in the family. More attention towards another member of the family can cause this emotion or the emotion can be seen through comparison to another member in the family. This type of jealousy is once again in result of losing some sort of attention or services that someone once had or that they believe that they had.

• Workplace jealousy – Jealousy in the work place is not uncommon. People can experience jealousy of one another in practically any setting that one person feels like they are losing services from something or someone else. This type of jealousy is often seen between colleagues in similar job positions. If one worker receives positive feedback from the boss while the other employee feels like they deserved that, positive feedback jealousy can arise. Jealousy between colleagues can also arise if the employees are working for a raise or trying to outdo each other for similar job positions. Once again, the attention received towards one employee and not the other may cause intense emotions of jealousy to develop.

• Romantic jealousy – Romantic jealousy can be experienced in long-term or short-term relationships. One partner can feel the emotion of jealousy arise if the other partner is paying more attention or time with someone else. To lose services from one partner and have their attention directed towards someone else does not have to be in a romantic way. One partner could be spending more time with a friend that no romantic feelings could ever develop.

• Platonic jealousy – Platonic jealousy is a form of jealousy that is seen in friendships. Platonic jealousy is similar to romantic jealousy in the way that this type of relationship can lead to jealousy in result of fear of being replaced, having competition or being compared to a third party. For example, the intense emotion of jealousy can arise if two friends that are females decide that they like the same man and both want to possibly start a romantic relationship with him. Comparison and competition will more often than not lead to the two females experiencing the emotion of jealousy.

SPA!

damn!
http://www.spa.gov.my/Portal/Semak_Online/Keputusan_Temu_Duga << check d sini!

malas mau cakap!
tengok sendiri la!

kitai!

** $%&$UOEHSMH ** mmg btul2 ...!

Further Study! (Part II)

I conditionally put the "Part II" at the back coz this is really like Harry Potter's plot! hmmmm~

After more than 48hours of waiting to get into the UMS website, I finally made it at 5:50pm, 17th July 2011!

using this link : http://bpa.ums.edu.my/tawaran/

hmmmm~~

ok... setuju terima....

then.... jeng2... sakit jantung!! felt like i'm having 1million heart attacks at once!!

well.... gud luck with mencari rezeki to myself~ =_______________="

hmmmm~~ frustrated!

Further Study!

My god~ After several months of waiting for the result, the day has come! wieeheee~~
I've applied both university yang paling dekat with where I live~ [[ UMS & UITM ]]

And the result officially out today, 15th July 2011 at 12.00pm!! My hands are shaking when I was texting to 15888!

My classmates are busy updating our Class' Facebook Page by posting the direct link to the page!
Here : http://intake.utm.my/semakan/?menu=stpm

While me... Hmmm... dribble ~ dribble~

After more than 30minutes of wait... The SMS finally came in...! Open sesameeee~ jeng33... kebabuuummoomommmom!!!!

TADA~~~!!

miahahaha~ tengkiu... tengkiu~

Merasa juga akhirnya jadi budak U~ tercapai juga impian c boliou nampak anak masuk U~ wuhuhuhuhuhuh.... I'm going to make u proud daddy.... ^ ^,


Ok... babai... mau tidur dgn senyuman lebar.... hihi...

Approved Leave!

just 1 more week to go for Convocation!! yeaaaahhhhhhuuuoouououououuuwwww!!!

My application for Convocation Leave of 3days had been approved & I am very pleased!!

ANNUAL LEAVE OF 1 DAYS : ALSO APPROVED!!

Hahahahahah~ blh goyang2 kaki d rumah ni.... but, thinking back~ such a waste! I could do lot of work for that 4days... haiisssshhhh~ I can imagine my tray full with pending works when I come back to work~ T_____T



p/s : the dashed texts are for security purposes! You can't send anything to me for any personal emails! Pls contact me via sms/e-mail/ facebook!

In Love ; Is it Normal?

I still remember the first time he sms me. asking if we could go open Bank Islam account for PTPTN, I never thought that was the start for our almost 4 years relationship. Followed by several 'dates' of movies, makan2 & DURIAN (yummy!)

Awkward for me, he gave me a ring with encrypted "Endless Love" while we are not officially dating at that time! (Hahahaha~ Mengurat c Khen ni arr...) and go for the photo booth where I stick everywhere- on my phone, on my calculator, in my purse! My God! Hahahaha~

I recall the moment my sister, Tella said that being in love is same as being retarded... Why must eat kena suap? Why must have 'i love you' in every text message? Is it true that a kiss can be heard as 'muaaaaahhh'? Hahaha~ but now, she licked her own spit suda... (direct translation tu jorr... wahahaaa)

Time flew very fast, now he met all of my family members. My dad and mom are quite okay with him, coz he can 'adjust his alignment' almost everyone... my Lidut is so cute~ hihihihi~ Engagement day still on the same phase of "pilih tarikh"~ still cant decided when mau buat~ hadididi... my dad pushing pushing mcm doktor suruh beranak suda....

I just can't help thinking, if it wasn't him, who will be?  If we're not meant to be, then how are we?
He was so nice to me, protective but gentle.  harsh but reasonable.  loving yet powerful.  Is it normal for me being in love? Hmmm....

SABAH BUDGET 3D2N HOLIDAY PACKAGE (15 July-31st Oct 2011)

Found this on Facebook while surfing for tanak wagu do hensemboii... hahahhaa XD  


Here is the full link, http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=155477074523953


Contact the person in charge kio.... not me... i'm just sharing this~


====================================================
SABAH BUDGET HOLIDAY PACKAGE

3D2N (RM 330NETT/PAX)

1st Day
PICKUP FROM TAWAU AIRPORT TRANSFER TO SEMPORNA
-LUNCH-
HOTEL CHECK IN
-DINNER-
REST

2nd Day
HOTEL CHECK OUT
-BREAKFAST-
PICKUP FROM JETTY GO TO BOHEY DULANG ISLAND
(HIKING,SNORKELING,LEISURE)
-LUNCH-
PICKUP FROM JETTY GO TO MABUL ISLAND
HOTEL CHECK IN
REST OR OWN ACTIVITY
-DINNER-
REST AND MAKE SOME ACTIVITY

3rd Day
-BREAKFAST-
SNORKELING AT MABUL AREA
PICKUP FROM JETTY GO TO KAPALLAI RESORT
(LEISURE, SNORKELING,FOTOSHOOT)
ROUND THE ISLAND
PICKUP FROM JETTY GO TO MABUL ISLAND
-LUNCH-
HOTEL CHECK OUT
PICKUP FROM JETTY GO TO SEMPORNA
-HI TEA-
PICKUP FROM SEMPORNA GO TO TAWAU AIRPORT

* PROMOTION PERIOD 15 JULY - 31 OCT 2011.
* BOOKING 3 WEEKS EARLY BEFORE THE DATE OF TRAVEL

THIS PACKAGE INCLUDE
* ACOMMODATION
(TOWN HOTEL AND MABUL ISLAND)
* BREAKFAST, LUNCH AND DINNER
* BOAT TRANSPORT
* AIRPORT TRANSPORT
* SNORKELING EQUIPMENT

PLEASE CONTACT OR E MAIL ME FOR COMPETITIVE QUOTE.

TEL CONTACT : 0128015905/0143582216 (IWAN)
E MAIL : SCUBADADDY82@YAHOO.COM

SINTHAIs TheHouse

This Flash Game is totally thumbs up from me~
I recommend this game only for those who are brave!
I played this game twice and I couldn't stop spilling nasty words from my mouth!

Play in FULLSCREEN, in a DARK ROOM & with FULL BLAST VOLUME!!!

Here is the link, http://www.sinthaistudio.com/

And here's some snapshot i take at 9:39 PM, Monday, July 4th 2011.

Loading Game ( Heart already not steady hearing the background music!)

The 1st Room that you will enter. Click either the photo frame or the ball. Some spooky things will happen.

This one I just giggled. ("Apa laa... blh kena agak ni...") 

But this one made me jumped out from my seat~!! (F*ck! Who are the damn person  directed this piece of SH!T) - A head just dropped down... I only managed to captured this one..


And I don't to spoil the rest of the game... Enjoy....!

WOW!!!

SINTHAI's The HOUSE

Flash Games for brave hearts only~ Play in FULLSCREEN, in a DARK ROOM, with FULL BLAST VOLUME!

I played this twice and it is very good! Nicely done Thailand! Haha!

www.sinthaistudio.com

Nail art! Nail art!!

It's been my guilty pleasure for a very long time. Since I was a student till now, as an employee, I never have the chance to do it.

And I've been looking for the right piece of art for my beautiful nails.... I have bunch of Elianto nail polish in my room but I don't know how to start a simple & easy nail art.... So, I looked all over the net & I found this tutorial video on YouTube that caught my intention~

Aww.... so cute~

Then I found this site which is so cool~! 

http://www.bodycare.becomegorgeous.com/hands_and_nails/easy_diy_nail_art_designs-2725.html

 Wow!

I personally think that this one should go with Bella Swan! hahaha! Gothic, eh? 

Short nail looks cute too~ 

I have to go with either this two~ superb~ malatupppp!! hahaha...

July~ July!

It's Been a While!


I've decided to delete my previous blog account as i merely login in as there was some PATHETIC MORONS been sniffing my butt! (nice smellin' butt huh?)


As a person (imperfect, definitely) I was trying to express myself... maybe not infront of ASSHOLES  that can't rid off their absent minds. So, i'm so sorry in advance if this NEW BLOG irritating & I'm being arrogant.




Tataaa~ Titiiii~ Tutuuu~


XoXo,
     Bella